My boyfriend won’t answer me. And since I’m a paranoid fuck I’m on the verge of killing myself because I feel like he’s ignoring me. I probably did something wrong. He probably saw a pic and realized how disgusting I was. Omg no. I can’t lose him. What it happening. Why am I doing this to myself. Why am I having a panic attack. No this isn’t good. Whywhywhy. Why can’t I just die. Fuccckkkk.
When you hurt yourself and don’t put a band-aid on it because you think you deserve the pain
Your body creates a natural band-aid to keep you protected.
When you want to tear open your skin
Your skin fights back, creates a tough skin of scar tissue to prevent it happening again.
When you take all those pills because you’ve had enough
Your stomach contracts to get rid of them
Because your body
But your mind doesn’t